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Name's Jacob, I'm one of those huge zombie fan guys. Zombie's are my hobby. Which people think is weird, but to me I think there weird for not even liking zombies. Am I right or what?!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Music Guides Thy Soul

Awww yeah. For the past three hours all i've been doing is listening to the "Gorillaz" and "Scars on Broadway" and "Justice". Oh my god, all three of the artists I just listed is a weird mix of Electronic, Metal, and Trance. And for the people that know me. I list thing by colors mannn. I won't explain the details, and i'm not going to post it, it's WAYYY to complicated to explain it all!!! You just gotta know me and hang with me, and i'll like probably just say a color and you'll probably catch on and what not. Haha.

But music...yeah. Have you ever thought about where we would be if we "did't" have music? Probably a world thats all grey and s**t, like nobody wouldn't care about anything, and would probably just focus on industrial junk, like car's and fossil fuels, spreading pollution because its so grey, no common sense or scientific thinking to guide them, like mindless zombies and nobody would give a f**k, it would probably be a dictatorship led by "Hitler's Jewish Brother Mark from Accounting". (ROFL) Sure there would probably be some people as "freedom fighters" probably painting and drawing art all over the buildings and streets like a giant canvas. But then the police would arrest them for disrupting the peace. Pfft. Yeah right, what peace!!! Exactly my friends. Music and Art is something that should not go down as pointless. Everybody's got there different personality! Why go unnoticed, am I right? See, My type of music is Electronic, Ambient, Trance, and Metal! And I love to draw and sketch using my own technique! I would love to consider being a artist, either for music or just the plain art. But who would think of me as like a musician. Sure I may not know how to play a instrument, but I know some damn good thoughts in my head that tells me its gonna be a god damn good song silly!!!

Anyway's, the main course to this post is basically music is the biz-niche. If you don't love it. Then you are a grey person that sits in the corner cutting yourself and dropping the blood on a piece of paper and rubbing it with a stick...not very artistic I think. :P

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Monday, December 27, 2010

New "Little Furry" Friends

OK, Today was basically another boring day today, I slept in, got a headache, got in trouble for not doing any chores because of the headache, and I had to feed the dumbs**t animals yet again. BUT this time was different...

Today when the sun was setting, the sky was turning dark very quickly and once again I forgot to feed the animals. So I got the work jacket, my favorite little hat, bucket of water, food, and my trusty flashlight, and I walked outside to the brisk cold wind blowing against my face. I was tired that day, I wandered aimlessly to the chicken coop to feed the chickens. Like always I can already hear them squawking as i'm getting closer to the door. Gets pretty annoying after a while just constantly hearing them squawk, makes you look forward to killing the annoying ones. (its not cruel, there meat chickens not pet chickens) When I got to the chicken coop I had to put down the food and water in the snow so I could unlock the door, I walked up the chickens ramp and I just turned the lock, no big whoop. Then I turned on my flashlight and swung open the door to scare the chickens so they could shut up for a couple of seconds. But what I did't see coming. Was a bunch of little dots scattering towards the walls and corners of the coop. It scared me alot because I did't expect it and I was so scared I misstepped trying to back off the ramp, I fell in a bank of really cold snow. The snow seeped in my collar and made my neck really cold. It sucked alot :P

But it was really interesting ya know! So I just had to get back up to see what I thought I saw was real or not! (lol :P) OKAH! So very slowly I edged in the chickens coop shining the flashlight slowly across the walls. And what I did see was true! It was a small family of dormant mice! At first I was scared and abit unease, but then when I thought about it, I thought it was cute. Its not like it was big f**king rats screeching with those small claws they got and messed up fur. Naw man, it was those cute little ones, all snuggled up together keeping warm with awesome little tails. I stood there with the flashlight. And pondering my thoughts, I had a small hypothetical story where they might had come from...

Before the winters, I did see 1 little dormant mouse living near the rabbit hut, but it was a open hut so if it was winter, mice couldn't live there. But since it wasn't, there was a small hole in the corner of the hut. And I thought it was funny watching it scurry around looking for food. So I fed it some rabbit pellets and usually every day I went outside to the rabbit hut, i'd feed it some every day! And since it was getting colder and must of had kids later on, they probably migrated to the chicken coop for warmth and junk. And I just saw them today! What luck! I told Mom about it and she freaked out, Mom told Dad about it and Dad just sat there watching TV. Ha. But hopefully they'll make themselves comfortable and hopefully I get more comfortable as well. Because I haven't been real close to the mice, but I bet they know me as a food supply so thats sweet and junk. :)

Well that's basically it. I'll post something different tomorrow. Don't forget to follow my blog for updates and more of my Halcyon. And maybe even some cool things in the future. No spoilers but you get the picture. :)

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Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas from Jacob Sivley

All Right!!! Its 12/25/2010 12:00AM. Soooooooooo MERRY CHRISTMAS MAN!!! Haha, i think we should all like get together that's got my number and hang out! Buuut then agian, I am downstate at the moment. Sooooo, yeah. But also! there's another thing that's coming up. New Year's!!! Ok, it might be a little early to say what my New Years Resolution is...but I already told a bunch of people so its not really going to matter. My New Year's Resolution is going to be to man up a little. Now as friends, I know we used to screw around, wrestling and punching each other for fun, but somtimes I don't hit back. The reason why I don't is because its kinda of funny not too. Sure i'll make a funny noise and junk, but somtimes they'll take it too far and I won't do nothing about it. Which is defenitlly going to change! I WILL hit back when I am hit, (playfully of course) and if sombody is taking it too far (on me of course) i'm going to defenitlly tackle um head on. I'm tough. Just not as tough as I was playing football back in my freshman year.

I miss playing football, I really do dudes. Reason why I can't is because my dad won't let me play because of my bad grades last year. So I can't even work out at the school. But what I do do. (ha) I do Parkour. Ok not Parkour but Freerunning. Im not man enough to take on Parkour. But I can Freerun pretty damn good I think. Sure I may be a little fat. But doesent mean I can't run fast and vault a storie. I mean if I can do it at my Uncle Mike's. F**k, I can do it anywhere. Ha

Well i'm supposed to be with my family right now so im gonna just end this post really fast and just say MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT!!!
:)

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Thursday, December 23, 2010

Post-Awkward-Post...Post?

Well, Ha-ha, this is a bit awkward. Remember the post "Faded in Shadows"? About the part about the cell phone? Hehe, well I kinda just got a new phone yesterday. Not like new-new, but one of my old phone's that got activated again. I kinda feel like a douche now. But i'm not texting really. Because I don't have anybody's number!!! (ahem. if ya want to txt me. private message me on my facebook your number, and i'll text you guys! :) )

Well, the past couple of days have been ok for Christmas break. Other than the fact I can't make a friken snowman yet because theres no good snow. Damn snow. Now think with me here, have you really thought about where snow comes from? Now I don't want to get technical with all the weather and evaporation and all the other junk that comes with it. But what i'm trying to say in a different perspective, where does it REALLY come from? Now don't laugh, but from all the stories I heard about fantasy and just whatever I can come up with my head. I always thought like snow is like god's tears for some reason, or a big white gorilla that sits on a mountain breathing a blizzard every time it exhales. Also that brings up another question. Where does "wind" come from?

I never really thought about it till I was making this post. But really! Just, sometimes around home, or just around school in the summer/fall season. I'd just love to stand outside and feel the wind on my skin. Made me a bit alive ya know? Instead of being inside a smoker's household with 2nd hand smoke coursing my veins. I love fresh air so much. Even though it may be winter. I still close my door and just open the window to let the air in. Sure I may have to bundle up so I don't get too cold but jeez man! I love the breeze, especially during winter! And that leads to the other thing...Winter :D

Winter Winter Winter!!! Yippie!!! Winter is my 2nd favorite season too. (Falls my first :D) I remember a year ago when we got 3 snow days off in a row from school! It was the best. I made like 3 snowman's and so many snow angel's. But this winter. Sheesh! So far this winter (you know what im probably going to say too :P) I couldn't make one snowman! I could make a snowball, but no snowman! (sigh) Ah well. Nothing's better than some chicken noodle soup and hot cocoa can't fix. :)

ANYWAY!!! Tomorrow is Christmas Eve!!! So now for that 2nd Christmas present from me to you. Ok now like I said I don't have any money. But this might make your day. You like music right? Ok well I've heard this new band called "Team Me" and they made a song called "Weathervanes and Chemicals". I really like the song! And while browsing the internet, I saw that they made a pixel game of the song as a contribution to there awesomeness. I played it and it was a great 3 minute game! So im going to post the link and I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did. Happy Christmas Eve everybody!!! :D :D :D

http://www.teammegame.com/
*the link is above this*

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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

3 Days Until Christmas!!!

All right! Just 3 days until Christmas. I'm really excited to see that time is just going by so fast! (other than the fact its blowing right through my Christmas break ain't helping now is it :P) Anyway's since Christmas is about giving, and I have no money for gifts to give. All I can really do is just post some cheap laughs in and hope for the best! Haha!

Now my favorite part about Christmas is 2 things.
1: PRESENTS!!! :D
2: FOOD!!! :D :D :D

Yes, I am a huge food fanatic. In fact, one of my friends from the school is giving me one of my favorite drinks a "Coca-Cola Vanilla". Its my 2nd favorite. My number 1 favorite would have to be "SWEET LEMON PEACE TEA!!!". Mm MmM MMMMMMMmmm...yum.

Well since I don't have alot to talk about, for anybody that reads my blog, feel free to comment on what your hoping to get for Christmas, and if your really bored, tell me one of your favorite foods and drinks! My favorite food is...well, its hard for me to choose. But i'll figure it out soon.

Now for that cheap laugh! CHECK THIS OUT!!!
Justin Bieber as Chucky the Doll

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Faded in Shadows

As a 16 year old, i'm all into the social thing. I like to have friends talk to me and be around me, but thats just during school. I would like to have that social stigma outside of school like some people got it and just hang with friends and be more connected. Some people say I don't got a life. Well...there kinda right. I don't do anything really because I don't have a car mostly, and I can't get anywhere unless if I ask my parents to drive me which kills me inside a little. But I don't want to end up in one of those sucky teen drama's where they possibly walk around a lake, toss a few stones, and end up in a serious relationship in which something good/bad happens. But with every teen, has the ultimate thing in communication. A Cell Phone!

I had a cell phone but I friken lost it somewhere and I can't find it. Its been gone for like a month and a half now so like I don't know what to do. Some of my friends have to literally protect and care for it like a precious gem or something like in Lord of the Rings, or basically just keep it charged and text like crazy. The most reasons I've seen for a use of a phone is Facebook, texting, and other kinds of junk. A phone to me is like a key to being socially accepted. (to me at least) So if I wanted to hang with somebody i'd send a text here and a text there and BAM! Hanging out. But thats another thing I also want to put in this post. Hanging out? 

I know that means to like go and be with friends and junk. But since im just 16 and have partially protective parents. I can't really drive, get a job for some $$$, or just get out once in a while. To me hanging out is just hang at some guy's house and play some games or just get messed up. *hint hint* I don't have a problem with that, its just I want to do things alot differently. I would just like to go and drive to pick up some of my friends so we can go somewhere where its killer to be! Like some killer parties and junk, or just go and be with my friends and just do something instead of just sit there and do nothing. And I know most of my friends are more socially acceptable then me because for one: there constantly talked too, do wayyy more things that I could do. Already some of my friends went snowboarding at one of my favorite mountains in MI, but I wanted to go but I either did't have money or I just did't want to go to either make a fool of myself or just something else in particular. WHICH SUCKS!!! I mean cmon! Invite me please!

I guess not...In fact the reason this post is called "Faded in Shadows" is because today I looked out a window, and its starting to get dark and the way the shades of the trees form on the lawn is just awesome. And the kitchen light is shining above me. And I thought to myself, "Man, I wish I could just share this awesome sight with my friends."...but where are they? exactly. So I just backed away a little. And my partial reflection in the window started to fade away as I backed off. TO ME. That made me feel alone. And I hated it so much. I thought to myself am I truly alone? I know some of you out there know that I am your friend which makes my heart all happy and junk. But I would love it if we could hang out more, mabye as a group even! To me that would make my day! awesome. :)

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Monday, December 20, 2010

Wow, First Post. :)

Well, my very first post to Blogging on Blogger. WELL! I bet the first thing your all wondering is, "What does 'Halcyon' mean?" Well, it means peace and tranquility. It also means a Kingfisher, which is a bird but i'm not talking about birds here. (Or will I. Hmm) So "'Thoughts' of my Halcyon" means that i'm talking about my thoughts that may or may not refer to peace and junk. Which is awesome. I just like the word Halcyon...(giggles) peace. I like me some peace.

Ahem. Anyways, hopefully you'll read my blog and if your mentally healthy enough to understand my thoughts, then you will probably understand what I mean in person. LoL. :)

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"PEACEvsANARCHY"