Fat Pigs still run! (just not very fast)

I feel slow today. Because this entire weekend I just pigged out. I'm gonna just take a guess on the calories... maybe around 8000? WAHHHHH!!!! I feel so fat right now its not funny! (sigh) ok well. At least I can burn all that this week. Because this week i'm going to be swamped with hmwk and exercise. I just wish that school was easier than it was. Geometry is so hard now! Some people like Jayson A. and Caleb V. get it almost instantly while i'm left behind to figure it out myself and not understand it at all.

I also sleep too much. Not because i'm tired, but because i'm trying to escape reality "without" the use of drugs. I just hate going through the same schedule every single day! I used to smoke pot (and technically still do, but I haven't ever since my parents found my stash) to escape and go to what I call the inner circle of the mind...or, "Quadrant 69". Pots not like a super psychoanalytic drug. But if I was with friends and we were smoking, I would be all like, "Woooo, lets go too Quadrant 69!!!" and we would just screw around and junk. It was fun.

(sigh) yup. So this week all just going to exercise! Thats the plan! :D

Posted by Jacob Sivley/Cooldud21
"PEACEvsANARCHY"

Time Fly's when its close to Valentines!

Ok, well I know I haven't been posting in a while. But its because I saw my grades on Monday and lets just say my parents are thinking about taking away my Xbox. And now its Friday and i'm bored. I wanted Cory to come over but he couldn't. I wanted Darion to come over but he couldn't. I wanted Mac to come over but he's hanging with Logan. And I even wanted my neighbor to kinda come over for like a hour or two but he couldn't either! So i'm stuck at home alone again bored outta my mind. If I could do three things it would be this...
1. Get my License so I can cruise over to ER and do whatever. (probably just waste time lol)
2. Go downstate to see my cousin Trevor.
3. Teleport to England or Ireland. (probably just waste time there too lol)

SO! Valentines is coming up! And i'm probably the only person that doesn't really care for it coming up. For one I don't really understand it, supposedly with love or whatever. And second, I don't believe in love. I believe in fucking, but not love. When I see people doing luvvy duvvy shit, I think there just fake. Doing it because they "think" they love each other. I'm probably wrong and most likely wrong. But I don't really care. I never really loved anyone before, I mean I care for people, but not like in a way love could speak for. I think people just wanna FUCK as much as possible, spread the seed, reproduce. All bullshit!

If there is a "was" a person out there for me. I don't think I would be good at this so called "love". Like I said, I don't believe in it.

Posted by Jacob Sivley/Cooldud21
"PEACEvsANARCHY"

Problems and Solutions...then Kool-Aid!

Ok, well I had a snow day on Wednesday and it was pretty cool, and by cool and mean cold! The wind was like WOOOOOOOSH!!! and that means it was cold. Anyway's so far so good at school, have lots of friends, friends like me for who I am, good grades amazingly! (I think Karma's got my back for that one) and lots of Peace Tea. Its good and great. But there is one thing that won't stop clawing at my back. Riley W. I know he's a funny guy ok, every time I see him in a hallway, he's laughing and having a good time with his friends and that's good. But then he'll walk over to me and call me faggot and push me into a locker! I have no idea what I did to him but jeezus it hurts! He'll give me the middle finger without reason, and he'll just stare at me, just a weird stare. I know he wants to hurt me but he doesn't got the balls for it. And if he does try something. lets say I already had this planned. Not just for me in particular, but for others. Anyways why he does this to me I have no idea. I done nothing to him and he just treats me like im nothing. I "would" play his game and be obnoxious and be persistent in ticking him off, but I would rather he be my friend then him constantly trying to stab me in the back constantly. I'm a nice guy, he's a nice guy, but seriously Riley...grow up dude, let it go.

In other cases, if anybody has heard of the band "The Offspring". Good for you :D haha
I just been listening to them alot lately and its like empowering in a way. But if I could. I would so go back in time to the early 80's where punk originated and drive down the street super fast listening to The Offspring, and headbanging. Then I would probably get a Coca-Cola for about 50 cents. YEAH!!! :D